I have been feeling so terribly sad. It is a horrble feeling to know that EVERYONE was invited to something and not you. It just hurts. and it suprises me I still feel this way. I felt this way often as a teen and child; but I thought it stopped hurting when you grow up. I thought that people stopped doing such things when they mature. I just feel sometimes that people would be really relieved if I was just gone one day. I hate feeling that way.

Don't you just hate it when everyoneyou know is invited to a party..except you? It is a very lonely feeling. An empty feeling that.. since I have had it for so long that I should be used to. It shouldn't hurt every time.My whole life i have been left out. I am just so tired of it.. why can't I be the one that invited sometime?