I have been feeling so terribly sad. It is a horrble feeling to know that EVERYONE was invited to something and not you. It just hurts. and it suprises me I still feel this way. I felt this way often as a teen and child; but I thought it stopped hurting when you grow up. I thought that people stopped doing such things when they mature. I just feel sometimes that people would be really relieved if I was just gone one day. I hate feeling that way.